And again

I aint got much to say

I always do what i want any way

Not much use pep talking myself

Feelin guilty or ashamed doesnt help

One day I’ll be convinced

That being sober just makes sense

The drugs don’t help after awhile

So why put your life on trial

Deep down you know the truth

So why are you still waiting for proof

You don’t need to be numb

And doing it alone just isn’t fun

So do u miss the feeling

Is life not appealing

Are you lacking motivation

Overflowing procrastination

Are you uninspired

Lacking energy just tired

Don’t want to sleep anymore

Does it feel like a chore

Just want to dabble because

Beer isn’t a fun buzz

Risking it all just for a hit

Just stop & fucking quit

Dec. 20 2015